Monday, August 8, 2011

Can't Believe It's Over

Wow, how time really does fly! I can't believe that I have already graduated high school and I'm about to embark on the journey to go to college in the Fall. However, it's always hard not to think about the past and the future. How many things have changed in just the last year? I had two nephews brought into the world, my grandma passed away, I graduated high school, moved into a new house and now I am about to become a college student! Sounds crazy right?

The days hanging out by the pool are about to be over and the night staying up until 3 a.m. watching Glee are about to be over too! Now, it's going to be late night studying and naps in the quad. :) But the thing I keep asking myself is: "What is going to happen?" I know that college is more aggressive and it is something I will have to devote a lot to. Scary! I mean what will I have to sacrifice? My social life? My job? My time with my family? I honestly don't know. Whatever I have to give up will be there in the future... I hope. Things may change, but in the end it will be worth it. I will be a nurse! My dream of having a good life and being happy with whatever I do. Things could change there too... I don't have any idea what the Lord will want me to do. My major could change, but I am open to it.

Anyone who knows me well knows that I hate change! I don't know why, maybe it's because I am so into having a routine and when something changes I don't know what to do about. I have to take the time to figure out a new way of doing things. But I am going to get over that fear and allow myself to be open to change and ready for anything. Random blog I know, but I guess this is more of a pledge that I am sharing with you all. I pledge to be open to change and be ready as I can be for whatever is thrown my way. What's your pledge?